Wednesday, September 13

the stillness of the air.
and imaginery eyes staring at me.
my heart skipped like mad
and my fingers trembled
everything seemed out of my control.
i felt as if i couldn't breathe
and i was going to die any moment.

it seems so natural for some
yet so scary for another.
i wish my skin was REALLY thick for once.
i wish that was part of my talent.
performing naturally.
if only i could forget that i am performing.
and relax.
its just a feeling that is hard to describe.
a feeling that is hard for you to understand.
i really wish i could just kick this habit away.
but it just wont go.
7 years of it and im still not immuned.
it makes me really wonder.
am i a human?! GOSH.
& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN* ;
11:31 PM

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